CONFUSED
Today I'm confused and depressed at the same time. I'm almost 34 years old and not yet married, something that does not please almost everyone I know be it my family, workmates, neighbours, friends etc I'm not saying that all these people know that I'm 34 but they all know that I'm already over 30. Now, it's not like I'm the only one facing such a situation but of course everyone has their own experience and I must say I don't like mine. I started ignoring this thing like say 3 years ago but it's now getting to me especially when I don't even have a boyfriend right now. What should I do? When am I gonna have my kids? (Coz I should get married before getting them) Where am I gonna find this man ready for marriage soon? And as if I don't have enough of those problems of my own, some people still have the nerve to ask all those annoying questions like what I'm planning to do with my life and what I'm waiting for and stuff like that. Well I've been waiting on the Lord but does He really know I'm waiting?
