Windows of the Soul

You know how sometimes you wake up in the night and remember something sad that happened to you during the day and you cannot go back to sleep for a long time. How you know you have to report to work the next morning and you pray that sleep may take over so that you have enough rest before the morning. How no matter what you do, sleep seems to elude you all because you keep on asking the same question over and over again, "why, why, why?" I try to convince myself that life is still beautiful but get reminded at every possible opportunity of all the pain.
Well I'm trusting in the Lord to make things better and ease my pain of rejection, just for this once.