Windows of the Soul

We only get today once and should therefore live it to the fullest. Who knows about tomorrow? We might not be here, or we might be here but under different circumstances. I'll not spend too much time dwelling on what should have been neither on what will be. I cannot change the past no matter how hard I try. I cannot control the future coz I don't know what it holds. What I can do is to savor every present moment of today, living each hour with a grateful heart, thanking God for all, for everything has a purpose in life, and trusting him with my future. All I have to offer is love as I live my simple life dedicated to my Creator. Today I will live every moment to the fullest.

Today I'm confused and depressed at the same time. I'm almost 34 years old and not yet married, something that does not please almost everyone I know be it my family, workmates, neighbours, friends etc I'm not saying that all these people know that I'm 34 but they all know that I'm already over 30. Now, it's not like I'm the only one facing such a situation but of course everyone has their own experience and I must say I don't like mine. I started ignoring this thing like say 3 years ago but it's now getting to me especially when I don't even have a boyfriend right now. What should I do? When am I gonna have my kids? (Coz I should get married before getting them) Where am I gonna find this man ready for marriage soon? And as if I don't have enough of those problems of my own, some people still have the nerve to ask all those annoying questions like what I'm planning to do with my life and what I'm waiting for and stuff like that. Well I've been waiting on the Lord but does He really know I'm waiting?