Rubbed me the wrong way
You say its my fault that we were involved. How could it be my fault if we were both involved? Don't you think th e fault is equal? When I tell you there is no need in blaming, you get mad and say ok its your fault you did it alone.
On Valentines day of all the days you call me in the evening of all the times to tell me of all the things that what?!! "We were wrong". Before you seek to throw me out of your life under the pretext of self-rightoeusness, have you considered my feelings? And as if that is not enough, you call me every now and then to rub in the fact that "yes, you have dumped me". Do you know how hard it is for me in this strange town, to start all over again? You wouldn't consider how much it hurts because with you, its fine, when you end your "journey" you have your people to come back to, while me on the other hand had only you and I'm now left out in the cold. Why did you have to rain on my parade??
You say if I hope to be with you, I have to change my faith. Don't you think this is unfair- to ask me to stop being a Christian? When we started the relationship, you were well aware of my faith as I was of yours. Would it be fair if all of a sudden if I asked you to stop being a Muslim and make it a condition for the relationship? You have touched the most delicate issue in my life - I would never change my faith in order to be with someone.
The break-up is inevitable if faith is the condition and the most affected party is me, I believe. I will have to avoid you from now on, at all costs. I will not lose hope in love for I know God will give me the right partner in His right time. But for now, pray is all I can do.
